big shocker...
had malay test today
was kinda ok
but there were certain qn.s i didnt know
did not put my best
argh.
was SUPER tired ok
anw music was kinda nice
had this clapping and stamping thing
ms low icked on me twice ok
first she called on the band members
asked us to stamp and clap for the class
then she called index 27
to ans something
and its me
anw aft that didnt know where to go.
janice suggested walking to tanglin mall
so went there
went macs.
wanted to study
but in the end we talked a lot
and looked at japan pics
hahah.
that explains it.

HUGE SHOCKER!

ok i didnt see that coming.
fuck

tmr speech day...
i hope my pitching will be ok.
so that i can play correctly
and LOUDLY.

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flunk it.tsk.
had science test today
i didnt study
depended on memory
on whatever i've heard
shld've studied
regretted not studying
but yeah
forgot lotsa things
even the practical stuff
cant remember the prism stuff
even though i like knew abt it since p5
had some mental blocks
cant remember the term dispersion
its like i knew it but i jusa cant
come up with the word
i did badly la
ohwells
no maths remedial
went home early.
found the cellist's blog
wth.
he damn...well..
aiyah bitchy la
ok
no matter how tree like he is.
the wesley bassist
is bprn in singapore.
hahah.
nice seh.
history tmr.
hate memorising.
coz nothing goes into my head.

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WESLEY(: _robbie!
woohoo
today was funfunfun
there was a performance by
the jazz band/orchestra
by boys from wesley college((:
before i get into that
lets talk about rehearsal
played fanfare and concerto
and japanese graffiti.
my tuning sucks during concerto
dont know why
esp my g.
anw at abt 2.45
saw the wesley ppl
passing the hall
cant really see them well
then they made us play somemore
for like 20 mins
we were restless la
we wanted to go PAT
and watch wesley
finally at like 3.20
we were released
the band ran to the PAT
yes rann
all the way up.
had to wait for awhile before we could get in
the PAT was almost filled
sat on the steps at first
but someone asked me to sit on the
empty chair nearby
didnt want to
so i remained next to gadis
then xiling came up and sat next to me
gadis was super noisy
she was taking pictures and videos the whole time
xiling was staring at her most of the time.
anw, aft the peformance
jess and me were the first 2 ppl
to get on stage
jess asked for the drummer's
drum sticks
he asked us to pay la
so we like got out our walllets
and then he said
nvr mind they for free
XD
then went to look for the cellist
whose name is gary(:
he's like superduper tall la
like tree mann
even erza look short next to him
thats how tall he is
anw he gave us his e-mail address
and PATTED MY SHOULDER
fine i know i'm short but
you dont have to make me feel shorter
went up to the bassist
who's like super cute
and asked for his address
he was blushing al the way la
hahahah
raced down to the hall aft that
erza went home
then adilah wante to go "toilet"
ahahah
met emi and cindy otside the hall
turned out they invited wesley band
to listen to us
so went back in and watched the dance
the first part of the dance was kinda creepy
anw saw the wes;ey ppl at the miniforum
thought they were leaving
was playing concerto i think
suddenly they appeared at the door
they just came in and sat in front of us
when mr m said the crescentian cheer
they cheered along la
played japanese graffiti aft that
then we interacted
liyana talked to the trombonist
for so long la
he said our piece was kinda difficult
gadis gave her name tag to andrew pan
then there was this blonde singer
gadis and i gave him our badges
he was like can i swap this badge for your name tag
ahahahahhahaha
ms loh said we could send then off
but had to play somemore
tsk
so yah
aft that
ms loh said we were quite loud
even louder with out motivation there
;p heh.
then priscilla taught us this song
for the sec4s farewell
on the 20th
cant remember the title
she changed the lyrics for the second verse.


in the end i just wanna go wheeee.

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waiting for incredible tales to start
anyway, had speech day rehearsal
missed literature
during the rehearsal,
the hall was so freaking hot la
sweatsweatsweat
before that played this love
got lost la.
i cannot side read
i WILL get lost
no matter how easy the piece is
side read spirited away
during combine
got lost AGAIN
start already.

like OMFG.
super scary can.
i'm so glad i cant see em.
-shudders.

mr ng's cloth in the
bell thing works
seriously helps(:
i can play louder((:

who's the inhuman one now.
oh yeah,think before you write.

****-hahahah.i suppose so.
after a period of time :rolls eyes:

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went home early yesterday
wanted to go queensway
as ashma asked me to accompany her
to buy something
but changed our minds and wanted to go
town
but ashma's card had no more money
and we have no coins with us
met andrea and santhiya at the bus stop
they were going to tiong bahru for lunch
and renting a movie next
invited us to come along
and since we didnt really have any plans
we followed andrea and santhiya
ate at burger kings
went to video ezy to rent
wanted to rent miss congeniality 2
and meet the fockers
and first daughter
turned out we have to register to rent any videos
and you have to be at least 16
so santhiya had to call her sister
to come down and register
waited for like half an hour
browsed through the movies
when her sister finally came
i was kinda surprised la
cos her sister is so small sized
seriously small la
and is i think 22 yrs old
anw andrea and i borrowed the card to rent
sleepover. we shared the rent.
then walked to santhiya's house
andrea did not want to watch meet the fockers
as it was nc 16
threatened to go home
so we watched first daughter
santhiya's sister made oreo milkshake
super nice.
andrea said it was kinda sweet
but i was so thirsty i finished it all
in like 30 secs.
then i realised it was very sweet
so i had to ask for plain water.
since santhiya had to off early
for a lesson somewhere.
cant remember,
we watched the rest of the movie
with her sister.
we did not know the way back to tiong bahru
so we were waiting for her sister
who did not know that we have no idea
how to get back
and kept on talking and talking,
while getting ready to go out,
to us abt stuff
gave lotsa advice abt things.
she's very nice la.
so when she asked how come we were
not leaving and were we waiting for santhiya
we were like, we dont know the way back
she was oh shit
so her friend who was picking her up
offered to give us a lift to tiong bahru.
got home at abt 6.30
today had tuition
was yawning all the way
it was raining and it cold ok
made me sleepy
had running nose
*sniffsniff*
used abt a hundred tissues.



ok.i kept to my word.
i know you're reading this la
and if you want to put your name
pls tell me so.
anw sorry if my post offended you.
seriously la i did not mean
to look down on your fam.
even though you said it was common sense,
like i said the post wasnt pointing out
the -ives of your fam.
btw this has got nothing to do
with my religious status.
and your friend told me to delete it
the night before
so unless you can remember whatever i wrote
and really want me to republish it
tell me.

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today was very last minute
decided last minute to go to the clinic
and then did not know if i shld go to school
then at the bus stop had cramps
so went home and slept
woke up at 12 wanted to go for band
had no voice
so my mum forced me to stay at home.
didnt blog for a week
so here goes
on monday
had band
some trainee teacher called mr ng
came in
he was from victoria
plus he's bloody good lah.
tuesday
had band sectionals
i stood in the rain and wished
to get sick
my wish came true(:
wednesday
went home early
ms tan act thought i wanted to go home
because i did not want to sit for the retest.
oh wells.

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ok i laughed hard today
thanks to radha and ashma
had three free periods today
ms low did not come
and made g2 rush like crazy
if you had seen the way g2 ran
and rushed
we have never done that before
i swear
we ran al thw way lah
hilarious
so we went
library
watched home run
nice movie pretty funny
but did not get to finish it
ohwells
went town with ashma
ate at lido
she ate the grilled chicken foldover
thought i wont eat
but the cheese fries were so tempting
i had not eaten them for so long ok
did not know where to go next
so we went back in to isetan
as ashma has 7 ten dollars vouchers
went to topshop
ashma bought a bag
kinda nice
yep
wanted to take 174 home
but the busstop was nowhere to be seen
took abt 30 mins searching
hahah
gave up and took mrt home

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wrote this entry in faraday
yep.

i have no idea why
i'm doing things all half heartedly
its like my brain's dead or something
overdue homwork is piling faster that you can say "done"
and i dont seem to care
everyday passes by like a blur
it's like i'm zombie
i barely have emotions nowadays
i dun even talk much
i'm numb.
i feel nothing
at all dammit
i'm exactly like the face in the picture
on the left here
-EMOTIONLESS
fuck
and whenever i look at someone in the eye,
i see right through that person
my mum have been talking a lot to me
she made me realise things in life
things i have not noticed before
ohwells...
i guess i can relate to a line in
one of hilary duff's songs
"underneath this smile,
my world is slowly caving in."

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mygod.
so long since i've blogged.
youth day
boring lahh
had math retest
i deproved
heck
i didnt study lol
dont know why
mind has been in a state of confusion.
clarabelle mentioned that i was quiet.
it struck me that i havent had a
reallyreally long good laugh in ages.

i'm real confused lah ok
but the thing is i dont know what i'm confused abt
its driving me mad seriously
thank god for mf. st. team
but i still havent reached my conclusion
i guess when it comes to having your pride at stake
i wont give in so easily.

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